Garbage

I always say, “God don’t make trash” which means he doesn’t give the birth defects, the autism, the gay gene, the vehement temper, the addiction, anxiety disorders, depression or disease we suffer with, because we are knit together perfectly in our mothers womb. And every single one of us shot out of a woman's womb.  …

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Religious response to Sexual Stimulus

Without a doubt I have had the discussion of female problems associated with UTI’s, Bacterial vaginitis and yeast infections with over 400 women in the past two years.  The number one connection to symptoms manifesting is always guilt, shame and fear associated with sex.  The sex could be through an affair, a one night stand, …

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Unashamed of my abortion

The many facets of my life can be collected in a storybook of healing. I have listened to countless stories from many people in their brokenness but the underlying message is one of shame and guilt. It is because I share my weaknesses like the Apostle Paul that I am unashamed of my abortion many …

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Impotent beliefs of church

Most people believe that sexual behavior defines the person engaging in it. I have been the object of many conversations where "helpful" people were trying to figure out how to correct my identity issues that tagged me with a "bad reputation". Amazingly enough, church was impotent when it came to ministering to the core lies …

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This is the reason why……

Dear Friend, I appreciate your inquiry about my life's decisions, but your observations and conclusions couldn't possibly know the reason why I do anything.  I had a teacher run into me 15 years after high school and state that he thought I "would have wound up dead  in a gutter somewhere." That hurt my feelings a …

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Sex Series, Impotence of the Church

  Sex is a hot topic, always has been.  Even in Jesus' time adultery, concubines, polygamy and homosexuality plagued people groups.  We even read of rape in the story of Tamar, yet people think our sex issues have suddenly emerged as technology increases and abuse abounds.  My beef will always be with two fundamental issues, …

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What church doesn’t get about Jezebel

When I use my own story as an example of what Daddy has brought me through, it should be that story that others hear without being offended, after all it is my testimony, not something everyone has to agree with.  The depictions of the Jezebel spirit that I have heard preached from pulpits however, are …

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False Assumptions

"Grieving is a conscious process by which we deliberately release our attachment to persons,goals, wishes, or religious systems that we can no longer have. Our attachment to these outgrown things, in fact, keeps us from connecting to new and better things that God has for us.  (2Cor.6:11-13) Openness to the past is the way through …

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Sexual Hang-ups with church

I am opinionated for sure because I have lived a full life.  I could go home to The Good Lord a happy daughter today, but I have two purposes on this earth left to accomplish; first, to educate believers about their need to be delivered of the religious spirit and, second, to dismantle lies about …

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Doug Addison and prophecy

The following is a prophetic word given by Doug Addison of InLight Connection for July of 2016.  I have studied under his dream, tattoo, and piercing interpretations for years.  Much of my own rejection by other Christians has been the topic of my writings.  Finally, those of us who have been subtly pushed out of …

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