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Speak up, a poem

I find myself being quiet to avoid confrontation because my parents were scary when I was small and there was not allowance for my expression. Funny though, because last night at work I got written up for speaking my opinion. I have fought hard for the healing of my internal system and many parts have …

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Svengali wears a cowboy hat 2/22

Something happens on the inside when you know you're walking on shaky ground but don't necessarily have to be. It's that lump in your throat and the heat that surfaces on your chest when you lie to yourself and proceed in a relationship that is screaming "caution". Nothing about the guy is transparent or quantifiable …

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Fitness model exercises wholeness steps

To walk out a life of wholeness, one would first have to know what one wants out of life.  Some people don't want to know why they suffer because they are afraid of uncovering something big that would stir up even more chaos.  I have never been such a person, usually I use chaos as …

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Parts of me fear the evening

Task Master Part: "Well I have all these ideas during the day and get so emotionally exhausted at night because if I'm not productive during the day I feel like a loser". Distracted Part: "But the sun always calls me and summer is hard for me to focus inside when the warmth comforts". Risk Part: …

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codependency is nurtured

Our society has been overtaken by codependency because it always takes root generationally. When we need to persuade, influence or control others so that our internal emotions can calm down, we have lost our self. We are not responsible for how others behave or react to our behavior because everyone misbehaves at times. To recognize …

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The brain and going potty

I had a dream 2 years ago that the social media platforms would start demanding promotion in order for businesses to be seen.  I thought I mentally prepared myself for the coming changes but the acceleration of technological changes has placed reality at my doorstep, and I have been blocked from sharing video content.  We …

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Disordered parts don’t define us

I struggled with a chemical imbalance that diagnosed me with depression that manifested as an impending doom cloud each day I opened my eyes for over three decades. That type of imbalance trailed throughout many of the psycho-somatic ailments that Doctors believed were my lot in life, but they weren't. Nobody could offer the anecdote …

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Prophetically sarcastic movie parallels

How many more movies as of date have foreshadowed the times?  Prophetically speaking, when something has made it to the silver screen, someone has already thought the subject into existence or lived it, which equates to a manifestation of reality.  This list of movies is hardly comprehensive because the video was made four years ago …

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Internal Rivalry

Therapy Letters http://www.angeladandrews.com If nature was the litmus test for raising the child up as it should go, all of us would know our worth as the spiritual beings God created us to be.  We lost sight of who we were naturally, through the lack of healthy nurture, so we sabotage good things and push away …

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Lack of Nature, Will Nurture

Therapy Letters http://www.angeladandrews.com How you love, is learned. In proverbs 22:6 it says, “to train up a child in the way he should go”, but what if you were trained wrong? Nature vs. Nurture applies to the lack of nurturing. Its absence will shade how you survive based on what you took in through your senses …

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