Dear Hate

Dear hate I saw you on the news today like a shock that takes my breath awayyou fall like rain, cover us in drops of painI’m afraid that we just might drowndear hate well, you sure are colorblindyour kiss is the cruelest kindyou could poison any mind, just look at mine don’t know how this …

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Murder gene is bound to emerge

She has boobs and I thought that was a dead give away, but apparently, nothing is certain anymore. Since man does not trust God, and since the world has persuaded the church to embrace dogma as the remedy for all of their pain, we have a society seeking self-rule, freedom from the imagined tyranny of …

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Even Jesus flipped some tables

You are allowed to be angry, even Jesus flipped some tables.  I couldn't begin to track the times I went from zero to one hundred in a rage because of the injustice I suffered.  That type of fury was always justified, just not to the ones witnessing it.  I had come by it honestly though …

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Sowing into Sorgoson, Philippines

I'm taking a moment to share a testimony about little ol' me and my waitressing days.  I was 23 working at The Cheesecake Factory in Baltimore Maryland and seeing miracles daily.  Of course, I only worked three nights out of the week because I was an autistic therapist by day, but nonetheless, prayers ushered in …

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Squid aren’t 50 shades of grey

I'm really shocked that some of my neighboring therapists believe that sadistic and masochistic behavior is up to the consent of a person who would have a sound mind.  We are in the business of healing childhood memories where the dis-connection to intimacy, safety, communication and identity began, so why would we think the movie, …

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Kobe’s death was for a reason?

I'm just curious, do people really believe that the good, the bad and the ugly, all come from God's hand?  Wouldn't that be abuse?  There is no way I'm serving a God who kills His kids with some manipulative guise to console our brokenness afterward.  I'm saddened by the numerous Christians who simply believe that …

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A shepherd for my dismal days

Many of us remember a tragedy and its specific details; where we were and what took place.  Those "moments", those wounds could have been the beginning of our scattered souls, where we doubted the Shepherd and thought He left us unprotected from the preying wolves. "For this is what The Sovereign Lord says: I myself …

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Spiritual evidence of Overcoming trauma

My blurb next to my senior picture was a glimpse into how I viewed my place in the world.  I had already been kicked out of my fathers house and told by my mother that she didn't know what to do with me, so I crashed at grandmas often.  I was unwanted to the core …

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You are more than your parts

Wow, when your emotions take a tumbling through life, it is powerful to learn how IFS Therapy can empower one to heal the past. Praying that I can couple Christianity and counseling through this model in a way that heals others who have been wounded from church practices. So much of “bad behavior” has been …

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