For Far too Long

For far too long, I have carried physical pain in my body, perhaps my whole life. I attributed much of my pain to the emotional sufferings I endured and witnessed as a child. I didn't make that connection until I was hospitalized for an eating disorder many years ago. Perhaps developing a love/hate relationship with …

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Mental stimulation surpasses sex

Last time I checked a guy out with a glance over, was last weekend.  He had the physical attributes that I found appealing and seemed nice enough.  The key words are, "nice enough", because the description screams apathy, and is indeed applicable here.  As soon as I gazed upon him for 5 seconds I quickly …

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Impotent beliefs of church

Most people believe that sexual behavior defines the person engaging in it. I have been the object of many conversations where "helpful" people were trying to figure out how to correct my identity issues that tagged me with a "bad reputation". Amazingly enough, church was impotent when it came to ministering to the core lies …

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Fitness model exercises wholeness steps

To walk out a life of wholeness, one would first have to know what one wants out of life.  Some people don't want to know why they suffer because they are afraid of uncovering something big that would stir up even more chaos.  I have never been such a person, usually I use chaos as …

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My part in deliverance

The beauty of resting in Daddy is that when we truly do it, our ways of figuring life out proves to be exhausting.  I didn’t make any new year’s resolutions because I didn’t want to fail at another goal if I broke my own promises to myself.  The peace that I had attained in the …

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Freedom to do what you ought

"I'm not made to fit in but to stand out. So many people are happy to go with the flow. We have a shrine to freedom now where all choices are equal no matter what the consequences are. Do you honestly think this is true freedom? It has been quoted, 'Democracy cannot be sustained without …

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To infinity and Beyond Salvation

Since people are asking about the religious spirit and deliverance, I feel this is timely.

Revelations From Daddy in Heaven

I used to doubt my ability to heal the pain in people’s lives when I knew they were influenced by an evil spiritual force.  I attracted witches, cult members, fairies, those practicing new age, hitch hikers, addicts, criminals, prostitutes, mobsters, strippers, vagabonds, abusers, trans gender’s, religious zealots, petifiles, innocent people lured by secret societies and Americans who believed yoga was nothing more than a form of exercise.  My fear in the power of satan to keep these people deceived was greater than my faith in Daddy to use me for their deliverance.  I knew the basis for most denominational and organizational control was the religious spirit, I just didn’t realize that I was sitting under it.  So when I brought these people I attracted to church with me because their troubles were out of my league to handle, I assumed those who bragged about supernatural power would be able to…

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