Healing From Church

You wouldn't think that people who gather together in the name of God, would be able to hurt other people so bad, unless of course you live it. You would hope that emotional relief and acceptance would be found in a place where love is preached. You could have believed that Christianity set you apart …

Bullies are impotent giants

True Story.  Two men at the gym, both brought an urgency to my spirit because each carried his own demons that demanded attention, yet in different forms.  The first man I saw, the other man I heard. I forgot my ipod and couldn’t listen to music as usual so I was keenly aware of my …

Three Little Words

I’d like to address reading this memoir “Three Little Words” from the perspective of an aspiring author who wishes to publish a similar story, my own.  I write down testimonies as they return to my memory just as this book captured the thematic childhood of those of us who have felt un-wanted throughout the course …

Why, I don’t understand

Why?  I've always asked why but never found the answer.  Asking why always left me with more questions so I built a defense mechanism through strength which allowed me to move on and focus on "doing" something about the facts instead of feeling the emotions.  If I asked myself, "what am I going to do …

Revelation at the gym

I had been going to the same gym for 7 years and I found it amazing that I met someone new every time I went.  With the move back into my Dad’s house I was even closer to the gym than when I was residing in town and married.  It was the beginning of 2013 …

Thoughts at Conception

We have all been an embryo at one point in our lives. We were each a thought in Daddy’s mind before our conception. We are each spoken for, loved and accepted because we were birthed from heaven. We were spiritual first. It is for such a time as this that believers upon the earth spiritually …

Childhood deception dismantled

We were all children once, where we believed someone who led us astray or into unbelief. If we recognize that knowledge, church, volunteering and agenda keep us from loving that child within us, we may actually grow up and become the success stories we were always meant to be.

Innocent

We are not our sin. We are not our mistakes. We do not have to re-live physical ailments that remind us of a memory in the past. I was 32 when my memories came back to me about sexual abuse starting when I was 3 years old. The emotional pain lingered for years and destroyed …

Gluten or Candida Overgrowth?

Many years have passed since my days of dealing with IBS, so I had some concerns when familiar symptoms started manifesting.  As far back as I could remember, I had frequent bouts of abdominal pain associated with either constipation or diarrhea.  I was the child who routinely went to the nurse every morning with stomach …

Retelling of Prophetic Accounts

Back in January of 2012, I asked the Lord to help make me more tolerant of other Christian views who had not “advanced” to my understanding of the supernatural.  I had grown to cling to my own types of teaching to the point of not being able to pick up a “normal” Christian book that …