Svengali wears a cowboy hat

Something happens on the inside when you know you're walking on shaky ground but don't necessarily have to be. It's that lump in your throat and the heat that surfaces on your chest when you lie to yourself and proceed in a relationship that is screaming "caution". Nothing about the guy is transparent or quantifiable …

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Incapabilities

And in trying to avoid the unpleasant aspects of our lives we have missed out on the joys.  Developing an ability to see things as they really are and to find healthier, more appropriate ways of  dealing with the people and circumstances we encounter is not always easy or comfortable.  It's not easy to come …

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We are in preparation

I was in the thick of emotional turmoil last January facing the predicted ending of a relationship with an addict.  I had lost myself and was desperately trying to gain new ground and stand on my own two legs for stability.  I was dreaming every night and journaling every day hoping to make sense out of …

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Our miracles are never wasted

If you consider personality differences than you realize seeing an arm grow out of a shoulder stump where there was no arm before, will provoke different responses in a group of people.  Same God, yet many testimonies will be shared of that event according to each person’s perception.  Our Father isn’t negated of performing that …

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Losing Nestle

My blond-haired, brown-eyed best friend Nestle, has been smuggled into more hotels and public venues than any other dog I know.  Long before certain destinations allowed for pets to travel with their owners, I was taking that risk of bringing him everywhere despite regulations that threatened our dismissal.  We were asked to leave some motels …

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Impotent beliefs of church

Most people believe that sexual behavior defines the person engaging in it. I have been the object of many conversations where "helpful" people were trying to figure out how to correct my identity issues that tagged me with a "bad reputation". Amazingly enough, church was impotent when it came to ministering to the core lies …

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Celebrities and congress and deviancy.

What can I say? I'm not at all shocked at the nature of tabloids or the ignorance of neanderthals who put stock in the governments principals to set a standard. Why people partake in such ridiculous propaganda is beyond me but I suppose it is a lack of hope in ones immediate relationships. After all, …

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Accepting that fantasy was a facade

Hey new girl, If you and I were placed in a room to discuss the realities and expectations concerning your new relationship with my ex, would you value my perspective on his ability to be trusted, honored and respected or would you want to uphold the facades of freshness before they wear off?  If I …

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