See me for myself

First of all Lord I'm sorry that I have believed I can heal another human. Look deep within my soul and cleanse me from undue responsibility. I'm sorry that I've believed I could do a better job than You at ministering to a loved ones brokenness. I'm so sorry for seeking love from people first …

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Incapabilities

And in trying to avoid the unpleasant aspects of our lives we have missed out on the joys.  Developing an ability to see things as they really are and to find healthier, more appropriate ways of  dealing with the people and circumstances we encounter is not always easy or comfortable.  It's not easy to come …

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Pilot Podcast: Her name is Octavia

http://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-wdvnb-90fd21 Her name is Octavia and I was destined to meet her because of what she taught me about myself.  Meeting her was what both of our spirits needed.  I didn't have clothes for her, but I had the unction to look at her in the eyes and see who she was in Daddy's sight.  …

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For Far too Long

For far too long, I have carried physical pain in my body, perhaps my whole life. I attributed much of my pain to the emotional sufferings I endured and witnessed as a child. I didn't make that connection until I was hospitalized for an eating disorder many years ago. Perhaps developing a love/hate relationship with …

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To infinity and Beyond Salvation

Since people are asking about the religious spirit and deliverance, I feel this is timely.

Revelations From Daddy in Heaven

I used to doubt my ability to heal the pain in people’s lives when I knew they were influenced by an evil spiritual force.  I attracted witches, cult members, fairies, those practicing new age, hitch hikers, addicts, criminals, prostitutes, mobsters, strippers, vagabonds, abusers, trans gender’s, religious zealots, petifiles, innocent people lured by secret societies and Americans who believed yoga was nothing more than a form of exercise.  My fear in the power of satan to keep these people deceived was greater than my faith in Daddy to use me for their deliverance.  I knew the basis for most denominational and organizational control was the religious spirit, I just didn’t realize that I was sitting under it.  So when I brought these people I attracted to church with me because their troubles were out of my league to handle, I assumed those who bragged about supernatural power would be able to…

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Octavia

I don't usually respond this way to homeless people, maybe my re-location has truly moved me into a new spiritual season after-all.   Every traffic light, every stop sign, every convenience store, every gas station, every park, every parking spot would be an opportunity for accosting my pockets from the 4,000 and climbing homeless who reside …

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