Remember all negative crap comes from the enemy, even a headache. Tests are blamed on God even when they are bad but He can’t produce bad in our lives. Evil wants us to feel unprotected from God, that He could have spared us the troubling situation, but goodness and kindness is all the Kingdom of Heaven can give.
Because you have gifts to give this world that nobody else does, the enemy is afraid that you will tap into the revelation of identity, so he wants to exhaust you and make you feel hindered and powerless. Much of our anger comes from feeling trapped in circumstances that we can’t control which we feel, define our limitations. These are lies straight from the pit of hell and daily practice of declaring their opposite will strengthen our resolve while at peace in His presence so we become stronger when the attacks flare up.