This BARES repeating since summer is coming to a close
That plan failed miserably. The moment he parked his car we walked toward each other and he kissed me, grabbing my waist and pulling me seductively in. I loved it. The rush, the intent, the feel of someone choosing to get that close when I had been pushing people away successfully for over a year.
Don’t go there, don’t go into re-thinking what you did or could have done differently. Don’t replay the day, don’t replay the dialogue, don’t label yourself as anything. Breathe, stare off into space as you sit if you must, but don’t listen to the questioning thoughts that are old and familiar. Did he lose interest that fast? Did I look ugly to him without my make-up on? Did he really play me? How could I have denied the obvious, that he put in the effort for a hook up and stopped as soon as he…
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